It is easy to become robotic and miss the fine
details of our lives. We become so immersed into our daily routines that
we do things automatically until something drastic happens and wakes us
out of our zombie state.
The things that awaken us are often
viewed as hardships or tragic events, usually because we only seem to
become aware of things being bad once they are completely out of
control. Case in point we look for work once we are fired. Get a divorce
when someone is finally “caught” cheating. Start a diet plan when we
are over the 200lbs mark. Or decide to change our health habits because
we have high blood pressure or diabetes.
In my case, I get so busy doing for others that I forget to take care of
myself until I started getting ill with asthma. My great grandmother
died around the age of 40. She was a healer in Puetro Rico. My
grandmother, her daughter loved her and felt I had a lot in common with
her mother...now I understand why. My great grandmother was a care taker
who took care of others and forgot herself. I occasionally do healings
on myself, but I don't stay on track because I get distracted or my
schedule is often too busy to make time for myself.
The healing I started in the last few months have actually started
working immediately. It appears if all I really needed to improve was
to get focused. Being focused means paying attention to my body and the
changes around me.My poor health is often a reflection of taking on too many projects and
doing too much and not taking enough breaks for fun and recovering. I
will admit I was worried because I was feeling sick and nothing seemed
to be helping in terms of traditional medication. today I woke up and
immediately I was able to see the difference. Amazing.
This cycle I faced, reminds me of living in mindfulness, as well as the
core of creative manifestation, or as some will call it magick. Our
minds are key instruments in the production of our lives. If our mind is
very distracted either with unhealthy emotions or over-productivity
(being busy) we often shut down our awareness in order to consume mental
energy.
Every creative manifestation I engage in works. Not because I am so
fabulous or super magical but because intentions are based on
connecting to our inner being and remaining alert and aware of our
environment and lives. Through awareness I notice opportunities and
develop ways to improve my situation. The real key to creative
manifestation (magick) is not the hocus pocus factor, but the ability to
stay on point in order to connect to your environment and resources. Many of us fall asleep on the wheel and fail to notice when things are
going askew and out of order until it becomes a problem. Creative
manifestation (Magick) is about opening up our minds and keeping it
OPEN. This is why in creating you really don't need props, just a strong
awareness and clarity of intention.
Now the real magick key is in stay mindful. For me that means, regular
meditation, journaling. exercise and reflection. Of course I'll admit, I
get so busy that it might be weeks before I meditate or do anything
mindful to keep me on point. So I slack and things happen and I have to
start all over again in creating my reality by reconnecting my
awareness.
The good news...I don't stay away too often. Today I go forward once more...meditate, exercise, journaling...etc |








